In A Beautiful Place

My mind keeps running back to the summer in Taiwan. I feel like I'm losing it though, slowly. Today it's raining and I feel incomplete. Who could explain this feeling? I used to enjoy the rain, but probably because it was depressing. And since I'm not really into sad bastard music anymore...I wish it would stop. Had this really weird dream that my eyes were bleeding, my contact was crusted with blood.

When I woke up, I was scared.